Heart To Heart Talk

With my heart of course. Since I am one of the Forever-Alone gang, I have nobody to talk to. In this post I'm gonna be crazy. Simply crazy, posting in blog about my life and shits. And I'm talking to my heart!

So, here we go. 

Dear heart,

Don't be discourage for everything that has happened in our life. Remember, no regrets. I know this year is a bit tough but so far we made to April. Even though this recently you were heartbroken by some guy we love for five years, but thank you so much for holding on and not giving up.

I know you don't want to talk about this, but we have too. This guy have made our life both happiness and hellish at the same time but we kept on loving him. Why the hell did we do that? But don't worry. Because, I know, he won't come back anymore. I can't lie to myself, I miss him, and I still love him. I know he's not. So let's keep ourselves together and learn to forget him~

Love is such a painful thing. But it's better to have fall in love than never to fall at all. I know it's lame, we'll get around it soon.

Another thing that left a big scar on you is about all the lies we kept for ourselves. All of it. I'm refraining to reveal it here, all I want to say is, secrets will be buried within us and Allah. By the way, after watching Pretty Little Liars, I've learnt that secrets have its own fancy way of getting out. By the time it does, let's just be bold about it.

Another scar is about how weird and disastrous our lives is. We cry too much. Almost every week we had reason to cry. We were hurt. Badly. But remember this, there'll always be someone who is misfortunes than us. Let's be thankful for that.

And lastly, I want you to know that everything we have gone through made us more stronger and stronger. And I want us to keep it like that. Be strong. For whatever may come. I know I've always say this to you, believe and be strong, but someday it will be our day. Our day of happiness.

The end! That's my story. It's weird to be talking this to myself. At least I feel a bit relieved. Knowing that I can count on myself, I know I will be great on my own!