Sweet Moment#15-I'm a Doctor!

::ONE DAY::
him: i feel so uneasy. :(
me : awwww you poor thing. let me take care of you. i can be your own personal doctor if you want to. :)
him: that's very touching~ thank you~ but i don't need a doctor!
me : huh? why? i can take care of you well... i can clean, i can cook too!
him: then be my wife. ;) *naughty smile*
me : *melt~~~*

#my heart was racing like buggati engine! >.< damn!

Sweet Moment#14-Embarrassed

::WHILE DATING::

me : (why do i feel someone is watching us??)

him: what's wrong?

me : *whisper* did you notice people are staring at us?

him: what do you mean?

me : look around you...are we that famous? hehe

him: =.=! not WE, but YOU!

me : me?? why?

him: your shoes had something stuck with it...

me : *look* O.O arghh! toilet paper! why didn't you tell me!!!

him: because i just notice~ hahaha.

me : grrr. *embarrassed*

p/s: i din't go out for a whole month because of that incident! >.<

Sweet Moment#13-Meet My Mom

::ON THE PHONE::

me : my mom said she want to meet you!

him: ehhhhhh...?! so suddenly?!

me : what do you mean by suddenly! we've been dating such a 

      long time! it's about time i introduce you to my mom!

him: errr...ok... T.T

***the next day there's a knock on the gf door***

me : ehhhhh??? why are you here?!

him: you said your mother want to meet me! so i've come!

me : i didn't say TODAY!

mom: who's out there dear?

me : OMG! what to do! i'm not prepare! >.<

him: heyyy...! that's my line! >.<

me : ehh! oh well! here goes nothing...mom! this is my bf...

       tee-hehe~

mom: omo~ nice to meet you son~

him: ('son'?! *gulp*) ni...nice to mee...meet you auntie...he...

mom: omo~ you so polite~ just call me MakDe ok~ come inside 

        son~ (evil smile)

me : *PRAYING* >.<

#it wasn't easy okay! but it ended very nicely and my mom approved him. :D

Campus Life#1-First Time

As you can see, i'm a girl who's never experience living away from my family. so my life always been in comfortable. my family always have been protective over me.
so, since this is the first time i've been away from my family, i always afraid of getting 'lost'. but now, all is good. my campus life is awesome! my friends are awesome! my lecturers are awesome!

this is my mom & my dad

when arrive here, i often cry every night for almost a week because i miss my parents and my room so much. whenever i hear my mom's voice, it made me feel how precious a mother can be to us.

i always worried about not getting friends or mix with the wrong people. but after a while, i found my first friend! Aishah! (sorry, there's no picture of her) she was so friendly! everybody she meet automatically become her friend. but, when we got our arrangement for the class, we didn't end up in the same class, that's when i meet Albi! after that it was nad, ika, syira, zaty, farah, ged, fathin, sue, mai, and the rest of my classmate!

my classmate. :)

that's when my adventure as U-student begin! :D

Conflict In My Life-I'm Not a Your Shadow

yes, you've read the tittle right. what do i mean by that is when my life is based on someone else story. what do you feel when there's a boy whom you like for sometime but he just hang around you just to ask for your friend number? sucks right? he even tell me he really like my friend. i know i shouldn't put a high hope on him but i really like that guy that time. after that, I've grown apart from him, later my stupid feeling has already gone in few days.

my point is, it's hard to have a friend who is too popular for us. i've known that girl since elementary school, we're grow close in middle school. she move to my school in year 4, she have changed so much. back then, she was a shy girl, but now, speechless. how could she be like that. sometimes i don't know why i like to hang around her.

her popularity rise up when she become the assistant perfect in my school. from that, many people recognize her. she is a very unique chinese girl. instead using her own language and culture, she prefer to follow my culture, which attract the boy's attention. as you know, i wasn't as popular as her. i prefer to keep a distance from boys. but, one thing that make me angry is when they say i;m borrowing her popularity because i'm always besides her. that really pissed me off.

at some time, this issue get worse cause i can't take it. there is this one particular boy that set my anger to explode. his word are piercing to my heart. it's not like i want her popularity, it's not that i wan't anyone attention! i hang out with her because she was my best friend!

i hate being her shadow. sorry friend, this is the only thing i have a grudge on you. but we're still good. :) there's one thing i would like to add, please don't change anymore. and don't make me your shadow anymore! i want people to know me, myself, Nur  Anne Sudin!

Conflict In My Life-When A Friend Become A Foe

dear friend, i'm so sorry to bring this issue now.

this happen when we're in middle school. since the first year, you were the person who have a family problem and i was the shoulder for you to cry. at first, i was fine by all that whine, anger, dispute and all the non-sense that i have to put up with. but, as the year pass, i began to know that you are lying some of the fact. such as when you said there's a boy named Kimi, and he's your boyfriend. at that point i still can take it, but when you said that boy had propose to you and you'll getting engage by the end of the school, i feel so retarded hearing that! when i asked to see that boy's face, you said he never takes picture. BULLSHIT. everybody takes picture! what about his ID then? you're such a horrible liar but i bare it with you!

the next lie was about your crush towards my ex boyfriend a.k.a Imi! you said you don't like him, you said you like Sopie instead, THAT'S ALL A LIE! behind my back you were texting him, clearly flirting with him. but your excuse was he was intimidating you. FUUUUUCCCC*****. you can't lie my dear, i know you since elementary okay! that's why i'm so pissed right now! we're best friend! but since middle school you have change! :(

then, as it is not enough, you put all your blame on me. you said i was cruel not to care about you, actually, i'm sick and tired by your lie! i hate when everything you do that is failed but you blame it on me. such as your lonely, no one wanna be near you, and you blame me it is because i spread a rumor about you. FYI, i don't need all the propaganda cause everybody can see your faulty! then when you tell a fake stories and i don't believe it, you said that i don't wanna be your friend. and you even wrote a novel based on your life story but in it, i was the bad guy.

since then, my trust have completely disappear. i can no longer trust you, i even can't distinguish whenever you're lying or telling the truth right sometimes. that's when we started to become friend-nemy. was our friendship worth nothing to you. :(

once again, i'm sorry my friend. even though you're the one who failed me. i'm still your friend-nemy. :)

Sweet Moment#12-Prince Narcissism

::WHILE DATING::
him: *combs hair*
me : wanna go sight seeing?? :D
him: wait~
me : okay~
***ten minutes later***
him: *combs hair*
me : enough already! your hair is fine...let's go!
him: heyy...i have an image to hold and protect so my
      appearance must be good. there's lots of fan watching my
      every move right now~ :p
me : urghhhh...! *hit him with handbag*

#it's so hard dating such a hottie with narcissism illness~

Sweet Moment#11-Long Time No See

::ONE DAY BEFORE DATING::
***on the phone***
me : i can't wait for tomorrow. i miss u so much. :)
him: yeah...me too. :)
***that day***
me : i wonder how he look like right now, since we haven't seen
      for a long time.
him: hi...
me : hi! ehhhhhhhhhh...(OMG) *mouth wide open*
him: what's wrong?? you look like seen a ghost or something~
me : you...you... o.O
him: i'm different? hehe...it's been a while so i thought of getting
      a new look. do i look good?
me : you look SUPER HOT! >.< (about to faint~)

#so the rest of the day i just spend the entire time staring and take loads of picture of him posing! (i'm his biggest fan!)

Sweet Moment#10-TADAA!

::AT SCHOOL::
*** recess***
me : *searching for him* nguu~ where is he...
him: *sneak...sneak...sneak~* (don't want my gf to caught me)
me : *look all over the place* nguu~ is he avoiding me? :(
him: *stalk her from far away* hehehehe...*evil laugh + smirk*
me : sobs...sobs...where are you... *about to cry*
***suddenly the gf got a text from her bf***

"look behind you..."-him

me : hmm?? *look behind*
him: TADAA...! :D
me : wargghhhh...! you surprise me! when did you get behind
      me?!
him: cause' i know you'll never look behind while searching! :D
me : eiii...! why on earth did you do that!
him: cause' i wanna give you this. *takes something out from
       pocket*
me : O.O omo...A RING?!

p/s: you know the rest right~? to mushy...even i feel embarrassed! hee~ ^^

Sweet Moment#9-Your Watery Eyes

::WHILE DATING::
him: hurmmmm...*stares*
me : hurm??
him: hurmmmmmmmmm.... *stares really deep!*
me : *can't take it* WHATT?!
him: oh...i can't help but to stare at your watery eyes.
me : awww...you've fallen for my eyes~ :) hehe...
him: NOPE. there are suffocating me! i feel like drowning! >.<
me : eiii...! (luckily you're cute so i'll spare you this time! :p)

Sweet Moment#8-Prank Call

::ONE DAY::
him: aha! i got a new number...*smile evily* i'm gonna make a
      prank call~ muahahahahaha...
***start calling his girlfriend***
me : HELLO? WHO GOES THERE?!
him: *tupp! quickly hang up* was that my girlfriend? o.O' why
      does she sounded like a freaking monster?!
***on the girlfriend's side***
me : who the hell was that? =.= i hope i didn't scare that guy, i
      had a sore troat~

Sweet Moment#7-Singing

::TALKING ON THE PHONE::
him: hello, can i speak to my girlfriend??
me : what does she look like? (hehe)
him: she's short and chubby and like to whine a lot!
me : heyy...! i'm not like that!
him: omo~(oh my) are you my girlfriend?? haha. (naughty
      laugh)
me : i will not be in a few second if you don't make it up!
      *threating*
him: alright, alright...i'll sing you a song. here i go...TWINKLE
       TWINKLE LITTLE STAR...!
me : not funny! (actually it's so cute!) *pretending to be mad*
him: but i'm not finish yet! listen...TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE
       STAR, HOW I WONDER why my girlfriend is so cute. :)
me : (awwwww...) *fall madly in love* XD kyaaa!

Sweet Moment#6-Your're So Naughty!

::WHILE HAVING LUNCH::
him: yayyyy~ marry brown! i wanna eat lots of chicken and
      burger, and you have to pay it!
me : (so cute~) oh okay~
him: *eats burger* nyum3~
me : (woah! he really does eat a lot!) o.O'
him: *eating sloppy* nyum3...!
me : heyy...you got a smudge on your cheek..
him: where??
me : here...let me wipe it. *using hands*
him: oh...don't forget here too. *point his sexy lips with a naughty
       smile!*
me : (i don't want to wipe it...i want to kiss it!) kyaaaa~ >.<
      *blush*

Sweet Moment#5-Let's Hold Hands!

::WHILE WALKING TO THE DATING SPOT::
him: *walk closely besides me*
me : *not aware*
him: *suddenly grabs my hand* eyahhh!
me :  ehhh...! *blush*
him: *watching my hand*
me : what ARE you looking at exactly?? o.O'
him: *out of the blue* LET'S HOLD HANDS! :D
me : you've already holding it. =.=! (he's so random sometimes. so
      cute! kyaaa~) you're so weird!
him: that's why i'm LOVABLE!

Sweet Moment#4-I don't Like It!

::WHEN MEET UP::
me : hi!
him: urghhhh...
me : why? what's wrong? stomach ache? (hehe)
him: urghhhhhhh...!
me : huh? *innocent face* oh well, btw, do you like my new
      look?? :D
him: HELL TO THE NO!!!
me : WHY?! :( don't i look cute like this??
him: yes, but I DON'T LIKE IT!
me : why...? :(
him: because...there maybe lots of guy gonna stare at you! and I
       DON'T LIKE IT!!! >.<
me : geez...can't you just say you're JEALOUS? (score one for
      me! yay!)

Sweet Moment#3-I'm just Kidding

::ONE AFTERNOON::
me : how much do you love me??
him: as THISSS much! *arm wide open*
me : and how much is that 'THISSS' love for me??
him: err...if i reverted it into a percentage, 'THISSS' much is only
      30% of my love. *he said it with a cold tone & expression*
me : WHATTT?! only that little?! *pout*
him: heyy...and do you wanna know something else?
me : *pout* no!
him: *whisper* i'm just kidding. :) *innocent face*
me : (can i kiss him? haha...)

Sweet Moment#2-Look into My Eyes!

::ONE DAY AT SOME PLACE::
me : *look into his eyes* did you know that bla, bla, bla~
him: *move his eyes away from me* urmmmm...yeah~
me : *2nd attempt look into his eyes* hey, do i have something
      in my eyes??
him: *look into my eyes then quickly look away*
      urmmm...nothings there~
me : *lost my patient* why are not looking into my eyes when i
      talked to you? are you affraid of me??
him: no! it's because whenever i look into your eyes i got the
      feeling like 'you are the only one for me'! *blush*
me : awwwww... (he's so adorkable sometimes!) :)

Sweet Moment#1-EAT ME

::ONE NIGHT::
me : i'm so hungry. huk3~ :'<
him: then eat me~
me : syiro~(don't want), if i eat you then there'll no longer be
      you by my side.
him: don't worry, if you eat me then i'll be in your stomach!
       haha...
me : *pout* not funny! if you're in my stomach then you'll be
      digested! then you'll no longer inside my stomach!
him: no, no, no. if you eat me, i'll be in your HEART.
me : awwwww...so sweet, thanks dear. i love you. :)
him: hehe...i love youuu too!

Conflict in My Life-My Boyfriend

My boyfriend (let's call him Park Yoochun a.k.a Yoochunie), he is very lovable + cute guy, he is very funny, he is my best friend and my best enemy, he is younger than me (by month) so he is so childish, sometimes he's so cold, sometimes he's so sweet, and sometimes he's so blur. to sum up; Yoochunie is the best guy that i'll ever fall in love with. :)

we've known each other for 6 years now and had been together (in love) for almost 4 years (it'll soon be the 4th year by this May 2012). and all this time we hurt we love we cried we laugh together, this is the first time i feel really hurt and neglected by him. maybe it's because when at school we always stick to each other. but when the school period has ended, we become so far away.

recently (after made it to the second semester in university), i felt so lonely, so in despair, so in need of someone to make my heart bloom again. looking at other girls' boyfriends call them everyday to ask "how your day dear?" or "have you eaten?" or even "do you know how much i love you?" (kyaaaa~), all that make me so jealous! why is it not Yoochunie be like that? i want to know how much he love me too!

sometimes when i pressured him about love, he'll replied "i love you enough so you don't have to worry" or "i love you lahh, don't you know that?" or "why is it you want to know??" (hmm...) of course i want to know! i don't have super power to read your heart! you have to tell me whether you love me or not; whether you miss me or not. that's the only way i'll know!

it's not that i don't trust/believe in you, it's because i want to hear it straight from your sexy lips! DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?!

when we fought, you become so cruel so sometimes i thought you don't love me because of the way you treat me. i remember so vividly your cruel word that made me cry "why do you care?! you don't love me right so let me be! i'm nobody to you or anyone in this world! if i'm dead that's better for you right?!". honey, do you know how much i cried when you said that to me with your cold tone? :( if your dead, then my world is nothing without you.

dear yoochunie, do you remember at some point that you have a family problem, you almost kill yourself? (luckily i was there to stop him! fuhh~) when you cried, you also let your temper get the best of you. dear, your tears is like a rare pearl. you cry, i cry too. even though i said i love your crying expression, but deep down in my heart i don't want to see you cry. HONEST.

seen we have grown further apart, you rarely call me or text me. i became lonely. i miss our lil fight at the night, i miss hearing your husky voice, i miss seeing you goofing around, i miss the way you look straight in my eyes, i miss the every inch about you!

because of that, you've no longer become sweet with me. you so cold and blur whenever i talk to you. have that feeling become bitter after this long period? :(

your heart is mine.

Dear my Yoochunie, please be the old you; the one that love me truly. but if you can return to your old self, i still love you. even if you broke my heart a billion time in our lifetime. :)

Conflict in My Life-My Hero

for the first time, i'm using this blog to talk about you! (in a bad way)

i always wonder why, why, and why! why am i being like this? it's because of you! since we become close, i never thought i'll fall in love with you. it hurts! i just wanna be friends but my heart tell me to be more than that. i tried to lie to myself that i don't love you; it's just a lil crush by a lil girl! i don't have feeling for you! but my heart...my heart can't take it anymore! even though i have a boyfriend, my heart still longing for you. i hate this lovey dovey feeling! because of this, i almost lost my boyfriend a.k.a my BFF! i love him! i don't want to loss him! please make this love for you go away so that i can love my boyfriend 100% without the tendency of cheating.

i CAN loose you. but i'll NEVER take a risk of losing him. :(