Truth be told. I'm not a perfect muslimah. Aku tak mampu nak tegur kawan-kawan aku yang buat salah. Why? Because aku lemah. Iman aku lemah. Hanya mampu tegur dari jauh dan tolak dari hati.
I've realized one thing, I'm a coward. A coward because I am unable to save my friends by "menegur" mereka. What I'm afraid is bila aku tegur mereka tak nak terima teguran aku, or teguran aku tu kasar sangat.
Aku takut after aku tegur mereka, we'll end up fighting. Aku dah la tak suka gaduh sesama kawan ni. The aftermath is quite huge and burdensome. If I could just stay quite, and remain my friendship 'wall', I will. If I'm labeled as coward because I want to protect my little 'world' and my friendship, then I'll accept that.
Aku mempunyai IMAN yang LEMAH.
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