Make It Painless.

Make it painless. Make it numb. Just die already. Going through everyday with the thought of what happened has poisoned my heart, my soul. But it's still not enough to kill me.

I'm just bearing it, bottled it up deep down in my sank heart. But you keep coming, keep appearing just to haunt me back. Why can't I control my feelings?

What's more surprising is the night that I dreamed about you, I sense some hope behind it. I felt warm by it. It's just a dream, and the one whose gonna make it come true is us. But why do I feel reluctant to do that.

The truth, I still can't forgive for what you have done. For me, it's such an unforgivable act.

I'm just praying for this emotions and memories to die, to turn into dust and swept away by the wind. I'm not strong enough.

It would be simple if we go off on different route in normal circumstances. But this... this situation is simply unforgivable.

I can't stand the sight of you, even when I saw your name or picture just made me so pissed. I don't want to remember you anymore. I don't want you at all.

Please stop emerging, I'm so afraid that I will go soft and forgive you. For what is worst, I might fall for you again.

I will forever held a grudge upon you. Until then, please just die.