I wouldn't say it was bad, rather disappointing I guess. My result just came in, and the pointer was great! Seeing all the A's line down (except for java of course, C+ and totally worth it)! But, nothing is perfect, I got D+ in my calculus. The one subject I fear most. I guess my fear caught up to me. I'm frustrated because all the other subject I aced it! Why does it have to slack a bit? :( If it weren't for calculus, I think I might have dean award in my grasp. I guess that's just a dream I'll never get hold on. Ahh, stupid dream.
Now, since I've failed in calculus, I have to repeat it again. Yup! ME! I'M GONNA FREAKING REPEAT A FUUUUU PAPER!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! /floor
Ugh, I'm okay. Seriously. Nothing beats than crying in my mother's arm for comfort. I've just cry for freaking 3 hours non-stop because of this and my eye started to swell up now. :P It hurts so damn much. /sweat
Again with the repeating stuff, I don't know if there someone else gonna repeat with me, I guess I have to start taking care of myself and don't rely on other people so much. :D
I'm disappointed because all my effort didn't show a good result. It's like I didn't study at all. My mom said "It's ok, you can do it better next sem.". I know mom, it just that . . . a bit upsetting because, I know I'm stupid in numbers, but I've tried and yet I still failed. I don't know what went wrong, a lack of effort? Not enough stressing moment? But my mom taught me just let it go and do your best. Maybe God is testing me, I dunno. But one thing I know, I'm so getting my revenge on calculus. /wahaha
Congrats to all of you who have ace it and have a good result. As for me, I'm gonna work as twice as much and redeem myself. THIS IS TOTALLY GONNA HAUNT ME EVERY NIGHT!!! But I'm still grateful despite I have one fail, I still have an awesome pointer. /XD
I'm okay now (for whoever cared about me). See you again Mr. Calculus II~ /bye
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