another thing that i hate about you is you always butt in my business! i hate that! who are you to boss me around? who are you that i have to report everything to?? and who the hell are you to do as you please with my life?! if you answer 'because i'm your older brother', than you are so wrong mister!! just because your my brother and older one year than me, that doesn't mean you can ruin my life! why do you always ruin my happiness? why?! i never care about your life. you can do whatever you want as long you don't interfere with my life! but why in the fucking world would you get in my life?! i never ask for your help, i never ask for your loving tender care as older brother! not even once i'm interested in your business! so please just leave me alone! you were never a good brother to me!
and if you think that i'm such a snob to you. then you should just ignore me! why bother with my presence?? just did what i did, IGNORE YOU! grrrrrrrr... i freakin' hate you!!! remember the time when i broke up with ****? i was so devastated because he was the love of my life. so i wanted to let the miserable feeling out by posting at facebook. but do you know what did you do back then. YOU SAID I WAS PATHETIC!!! SO WHAT?! i never ask for your concern! and that is why i never felt like you are my brother! you never care, you never take responsibility and you fucking lazy!!!
but..deep in my heart, i never wish you weren't born in the world as my sibling. i never wish you disappear from my life. that's because i don't want mom to feel sad. and i kinda, sorta love you...a bit.
p/s: i'm always like this. using the blog to channel my anger. now i feel better.
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