I'm Not Like Other Girls.

When people sees me, I'm just a plain girl. I'm not like the other girls.

I don't wear make ups.

I don't wear high heels.

I am not fashionable.

I am not gentle.

I am not graceful.

I am not afraid of frogs or snakes.

I don't act cute in front of guys.

But that doesn't mean I don't act like a girl. It just, I feel more comfortable being myself rather than deceive myself.

I'm normal and plain. But at the same time full of charm only people who'll understand me knows that. :)

It's Not Hard, But. . .

What are the things in the world that you find hard? For me, it's like trying to lift the world. Seems hard right? But with correct mentality. I can lift the world. So do you. How? Here's the trick; try doing a handstand then  ask a friend to take a picture. If you rotate the picture 180 degree, you'll see that you are in fact lifting the world. :)

What I'm trying to say is, we can do anything we want. We can be anything we want. With the mentality like that, we are unstoppable. So start thinking outside the box. We can make a different. We can change the world towards the better future.

 Think different. Be different. Because our differences makes the world go round.

#Unintended To Happen

I woke up, but it's three in the morning. Can't sleep, my heart beat is racing.

I started to call you. But you didn't answer the first call, then I'd redial it. You've picked it up, but your voice is slurred.

I told you a bad dream I had about you. About us.

I want to cry, but I don't want you to worry about me. Then I send you back to sleep with a lullaby.



It's nine in the morning. I went to see you.

Thank God.

We went to the cake shop you always loved. We went to a cinema to watch a love movie. We went shopping unnecessarily things. We spend time under the trees chatting unimportant stuff. But still I love it.



As the time pass, it's time to send you back home.

When we arrive at the front of your house, my heart just sank.

I don't want to be apart from you.

After you say "Goodbye, see you again!" with a smile and when in, I just stood there.

My feet won't move. I kept waiting for you to come out again.

Suddenly it started to rain. A couple minutes later, you came out to tell me to go home.

I did as you wish, I just wanted to see your face for a little longer.



After taking shower and changing clothes, I went to bed.

My eyes getting heavier . . .




*My phone rang*

"Hello. . ."

"Ery! Liya is gone! She just passed away! Ery? Can you hear me? Ery! . . ."


There was nothing left to say. This is what happened in my dream yesterday.

As I've feared. My dream come true. Why . . . :(