I LOVE Fiction!

Do you ever wonder how the fiction was created? It's all because of a simple imaginary that caught a little bit off and becomes a fantasy.

Imaginary. It's essential to our life, a supple to be creative and different from normal. When you read fiction story, have you think about the story plot; the character. I mean, how did they become like those? For instant, Harry Potter. The author took his beliefs in magic and create a story line about an enchanted world of wizards. The places he describe was full of magics and powerful witch craft. The author even made several sequel to the first Harry Potter debut. His point of view is very intriguing and so creative that no one ever thought it was impossible to make.

I always envy creative people like him. How they think, how they see, how they interpret and analysed it all. Fiction story-maker are the supply to my brain whose feeding only imaginary stuff. It makes my brain to take a challenge to think out of the box. :D

People People

I don't get it. I've studied about the human physiological mind, but i don't seems to understand human! They have a brain, but they never use it. They have a heart, but they never follows it. Somethings i guess humans are not to be likely understandable.

Situation#1 :
Your boyfriend is cheating you with another hot girl. Why the hell you attacked the girl? Why don't you blame the guy? Love him so much? Afraid he'll leave you? Dull. Have it ever occur to you if your beloved boyfriend loves you so much, he'll never look for another girl. That's not true love, that's just lust.

Situation#2 :
You're 18 years old and impatiently wanting to get married. What's the rush actually? I have no against on a couple who're wanting to settle down quickly. But, it bugs me so much when the marriage is an arranged one. Or the couple get themselves a baby in the girl's belly; an illegitimate child (uuuuu~ somebody is a bit impatient to wait before the wedding to 'explore'). Not enough of that, the burden will fall to the family. If people knew the real reason why they are rushing, it must be so humiliating. Seriously, why can't they think first before creating a mess that they aren't willing to take responsibility?

Situation#3 :
You see a picture of a girl holding hands and kissing cheeks and you quickly labeled them as gay. Creating a fuss over it, you shared your hatred on Facebook. Saying that they have no morals and disgusting and such. But, do you ever intended to ask the girls about that picture? Maybe they're close friends, maybe they're just joking around. If, and only if they're truly gay, what's your right to judge them and spread them to other people? If you hate something or someone, just hate it in your heart and pray you are not like that. Do you have to create a drama? Didn't your parents or religion teaches you not to create enemy and hatred?

Situation#4 :
You create a new friendship. But later the friendship wasn't great and that's not what you wanted. You see many flaws in your friends. And it get even worst when your friend stab you in the back. But played dumb and innocent in front of you. You know, you can always finds another friends. They're a lot of humans in the earth. No need to stuck with only one friend. Plus, you can avoid all the dramas and fake poker face saying you're both alright. Seriously, it took A LOT of hardship together to see through someone and calls them a REAL FRIEND. =.=



There's more but i think you'll be boring with it. This is just the basic what i want you all to see. People stop to use their brain. It'll took infinity trying to explain everything so i'm ending it here. Bye all.

The Reasons... :O

This is like an annual break ups for us. Every year in specific months or dates he'll try to break up with me. I don't know why. Is it because of me who is sick and tired of him or is it him who is just given up on us? Honestly, i don't know. We do this every year. It's started with a little misunderstanding, then it drifted off with the old issues we recall back and then the fighting and hating started. Typical patterns that leads to breaking up. So typical. I notices this not too long ago when i was talking with him on the phone.

"When we break up, you do realizes that you always dating a kid; a minor; a girl who is younger than you. Do you know that?" I said with stressing each word carefully.
"Yeah, i know. :)"
"And did you know all you ex-s are chubby and childish and slightly annoying?"
"Yes, i do~"
"Why is it like that? To annoy me? You know i don't like annoying lil girls black mailing me whenever i contacted you. =.="

Seriously tho, when i tried to contact him, the girls will just attacked me just like a mindless zombie! So scary, but it didn't stop me to fight back. One of the girls actually saw the beast in me. (errr... =.=)

"Kekekekekekeke~ I know that too, i just wanted to test you back then. :)"
"Stop the crap, tell me the real reason."
"Oh ho~ someone a little piss aren't they. :) Well, actually, i don't know. I like little girls. They immature, childish and whiny but i like them."
"I'm not childish, i'm not immature and surely not younger than you. But i can be whiny all the time if you like."
"HAHA! On what terms did you know that you weren't just like the childish girls? :)"
"Well... I'm mature enough not to attack someone else bluntly."
"HAHAHA! It took you angry enough to make that beast come out again."
"Urghhh... I'm not that person anymore. I've change. For the better. The beast will no longer be awaken at a slightly threats~"
"I bet we'll be seeing that thing again soon. :)"
"If you don't tell me the reason why you come back to me, it will probably appear again as soon as you wish. So, tell me why!"
"Okay, okay. I like the other girls...but i loves you. And on top of that, you are so not matured yet! You are even more childish like the girls! HAHAHA! but honestly... every time i try to get away from you or forget you, it seems that the more i try, the closer i'm getting with you. :)"
"Well then, sorry that you have to stick with me. hoho.. ^o^"



p/s: i feel the same way as you do.

Twisted Friends =..=!

It was my semester break. But i haven't got out hanging with my friends. It's not that i forgot about them, it's just that they're all in twisted state of mind. I can handle when my friends play crazy games, i can understands why do stuff they normally don't do and i certainly can get it over with all the complaints and whining of a friends. And all this is because we're friends. But these specific two friends of mine are getting ludicrous. They can't seem to get over into a mature phase.

They had to go pay me a visit. They had to be this specific couples to visit me. Urghhhh...
Two old friends of mine, they always walk together, side by side. I found it rather annoying.

Girl#1 : Hi! Haven't see you in long time! :D
Girl#2 : Yeah, why aren't you contacting us anymore?

As soon they've entered my house, it's filled with their chatters. So many question per second. Not my fault the reason i don't contacted them anymore.

Me     : Well, i've been busy lately.
Girl#1 : On what?
Me     : Uhhh... on something of course.
Girl#2 : You're scaring her. Kekekeke...
Girl#1 : Humpf... Well, can you at least gives us a hint or a basic idea on what you're doing now?
Me     : If i tell you...then i've to kill you~
Girl#2 : HAHA! We don't want that do we. So tell me, how are you? :)
Me     : Finally, a question that doesn't involve me killing you both. BTW, i'm just fine~ ^^
Girl#2 : Have any plans over the breaks?
Me     : Uhhhh... a couple i guess, why...?
Girl#1 : Uuuuu... I thinks she's seeing someone. ;)
Me     : ..........
Girl#2 : Oh it's nothing. We were just thinking about you and the old days. If you know what i means. :)

Damn, that girl totally creeps me out. She has this one little dirty secret about me that she's been keeping and  eagerly waiting for the right moment to bust me.

Girl#1 : Uuuuuu... There's a picture of a boy in her cell phone~ I wonder who's this~
Me     : Oh, that's my bf.
Girl#1 : What! You've got a bf?! And didn't even bother to tell us?! Or me!
Me     : Well...You never asked.
Girl#2 : Who's he...

Her voice sounded flat, i wonder why...

Me     : A boy from my school, happy now?
Girl#1 : What's his name? What does he do? DESCRIBE HIM FOR ME...
Girl#2 : Stop being a paranoid. Hurm, he seems to be like a kid. Is he still in school?
Me     : Sorry, his name are confidential. And yes, he's still in school.
Girl#1 : You're dating a MINOR?!
Me     : kekekekeke... No, you know well i don't date lil kids. =.= He's at our age.
Girl#1 : He's damn sure look like a kid.
Me     : Haha... You'll be surprise when you meet him. (his voice doesn't seem like a kid though =.=)

When i was distracted talking to girl#1, the other girl was snooping around in my cell phone. She got my bf numbers and called him... in front of me.


Girl#2 : Hello?
Me     : Who are you calling...? (panicking sounded in my voice)
Girl#2 : Hi! I'm your gf's friends and i wanted to tell you something!

Well, she told him about my secret ( which i have no intention to tell you guys~). After that she hung up, handed my phone over to my hands and dragged my other friend which was shocked and her jaws still dropped and went out. Before they leave, she said "We're settle for now. :)" with a smirk. I totally knew it. She's bound to set the score with me. But, i'll make sure to return the favor one day. Then i remember about my bf! ARGHHHHHH...!!!

The rest of the day i avoided his texts and calls. There were tones of texts asking whether it was true and demanded an explanation. He even threats me between it. A week after, i finally confront him and everything went back to normal. But i didn't tell him about the secret, i just ask for him not to doubt and question me about that anymore. Thank god he understands and leaves that issue alone.



p/s : my friends are twisted, every one of them. Only the differ is they all have differ reaction and opinion. I will make a revenge for that damage. :) *evil smile*

His Word

On one random day, me and 'him' were talking about bio-related stuff topic. We were discussing, planning and imagining how our future will go with the current us are. I said to him that i wanted to be a teacher or a pharmacist. And he told me about how he's going to be a great cop one day. We're both smiling and laughing at ourselves. Silly. That's what we thought. Or maybe just me.

As we talked about the future, the bio-related topic getting nearer. It was easy for us to be open to each other because we're both mature about it. The biology that we learnt in school was very helpful in my daily life. I constantly using that knowledge around my family, friends and myself (experimenting on yourself maybe not a good idea; just a piece of advice). Plus the knowledge he been lending me about anatomy of a human body. So much that the next thing we're discussing were about sex sensitive issue (nothing serious and heavy one if you were concerns, LOL).

It started when there's a bunch of school boys just hanging around the plaza. Then suddenly a hot girl walked by them with her skinny jeans, and tight top which reveals a lot of her skin. Her lustful gaze towards the boys made them woo-ing in excitement.

"Men, they're all the same." being annoyed i said involuntarily aloud. Loud enough that he notices it.
"You mean boys."
"What? What's the differ?"

He chuckled and said "You know, there's a huge differ between a boy and a man."
"Elaboration please." i said, a bit annoyed when he paused to look at me.
"Well, a boy, when he meets a girl he just looking at one thing. Her body. Boys never invests to get to know the girl deeper. All they care is how hot the girl is and..." He stopped, giggle a bit and continue, "well, you know, they like to fantasied how the girl's body without her clothes on."

Shocking to hear that, but not because the statement (i totally knew how boys thinks), but i was shocked about the statement literally came out from his own mouth. "How about men then?" i said with a poker face. It seems like my poker face was amusement for him (duhh... =.= he totally sees through me).

"Men on the other hand surpass all the lust and only thinks how to get and keep the girl of the heart. Men will do almost anything for their girl. Because, their aim is just wanting to have a soul mate to waste their lives. And sink it with L.O.V.E." he's stressing each word of love really sends a chills to my spine.

"Then, are you a boy or a man?"
"I'm a boy."
"Kekekeke~ but..."
"But what?"
"I see you as a man. :)"



note: a quote from him "Boys know nothing about girls, that's why boys doesn't deserved love. But men deserves it."

Your Pimple Position Show Your Current Health!

Today i'm gonna share about something i've read in facebook. It's about your pimple position. People often asked why the pimple grew here and there or is there something that causes it to grew there. Actually, it shows you your health condition. Read it to know how's your current health is. :)

Pimple on Forehead
-Overheated body
-Not fluent blood circulation
-Usually hot-tempered person have pimple on forehead

Pimple on Nose
-Problematic backbone
-If pimple grow at the end of the nose, it is because of ovary and reproductive system problems
-If pimple grow at one of the nose end, it is because of abdominal heat and digestion problems

Pimple on Chin
-Kidney problems
-Endocrinol system (internal secretion) is low
-Irregular menstrual cycle and problematic reproductive system (for women)

Pimple on Cheeks
-On the left cheek, the liver is not functioning well because of secretion problem, detoxification, and production of blood
-On the right cheek, the lungs is not functioning normally

Pimple on Body (back and front)
-Excretory system problem such as constipation


Go look in the mirror and know about your health! You can prevent it! :D

p/s: You are advised to drink 8 glass of plain water to balance your body temperature, to excrete toxic and help with your bowel movement.

This was a translation of a article by Notahati. You can read more there, but only in Malays, you can translate it using Google. Hope you enjoy. :)

Sweet Moment#17-HeadBand

::ON ONE FINE DAY::

I went on a date with him. We went strolling around the town. After a while, we got tired and sat at a shading place near the plaza. I was dead bored and the weather is a bit too sunny. So, i decided to play with my head band.

Me : Do this look nice on me? :D

Him: Yeah, i guess so. :)

Me : He~ maybe it'll look even nicer on you!

Him: What?!

*So we fought and struggle just to get the head band on his head. And guess what? I got it! YEAH! XD*

Him: No wonder people say i'm girly. You're making me into it!

Me : Haha! You look so cute wearing that!

Him: Hump! At least give me a head band that have cat or bunny ear~ :p

Me : *SO CUTE!* >.<

Here's a proof i took the other day! :D

Hahaha! On that day, i forced him to put a lipstick too but i didn't get the chance because i ran out of energy just to get that headband on his head!

Later that night, i threatens him that i'm gonna post this chicks pose picture in facebook if he didn't do exactly what i said.

Him : YOU WOULDN'T DARE!! if you did, we'll see what gonna happens! >.<

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...! yeah! i'm bad~ If he finds out that i post this in my blog he'll be frigging riot on me~ :D

P/S: I'm SO gonna make him wear lipstick and curl his eyelashes ONE DAY!! >.< just wait and see!

Conflict In My Life-Dreaming 2

Another weird dream again. But this time it's about my former schoolmates. Whether they are still here or moved out, they all are in my dream.

There weren't any specific date or special sign in the dreams. The time was not even possible. Don't get it? Just imagine combining people from year 2007 and 2010. Can't see the differ yet? Let me explain briefly. The people from 2007 was a bit 'fall-back' trend. Me and my schoolmate was plain and innocent-looking back then. And then there were people from 2010. My schoolmate from that year was sophisticated; high-learned people (because of the entrance of new era). When you combine the two year, it just doesn't make any sense. One moment you see educated persona and another moment just dull persona.

I'm guessing the dream was in 2007 because i've fall in love with someone in that year. But he have to move somewhere far. And after he moved, i never seen him again. I guess the dream doesn't want me to forget him.

The dream started in my house. It was like any other day. A school day. I woke up at 6a.m bathe, pray, breakfast and finally get ready to school. As i was about to tie my hair, there was someone in front of my house. Shouting my name. My brother who noticed it first called me and said "Your friend is here." Friend? What friend? I'd always walked to school alone (because the school is near with my house). So, i peeked out of the door curtain and saw him at the house gate. Riding his bike and smiling.

Him : Hey, let's walk to school together. :)

Me : Huh..? Walk together?

Him : Or you want to ride bike together?

Me : Err...Let's just walk, you wait at the palm tree around the corner okay? I'll go get ready.

So, he went to the tree palm. After around 10 minutes, i went out and start walking. As i was about to walk to the palm tree, a group of girls called my name. They were my gangs; girl group headed towards me. They pull me over and we started walking. I was a bit in daze and confusion at the same time because in that group they were my friends when i was kindergarten and in primary school. All together in my secondary school. It doesn't make any sense actually. But, one thing i forgot in that daze situation was the boy who came to my house earlier.

Soon, we reached the school. A minute to spare before the gate closed. Then, i realized that he was still not there. Me and my friend was a prefect in the school. We supposed to guard the gate and listed the late-coming people. I was started to worried.

Girl #1: Hey, do you think it's about time to close the gate now?

Girl #2: I hope not yet.

Girl #1: Why not?

*silence*

Me : I hope not too.

Girl #2: Let's asked the disciplinary teacher.

Me & Girl #1: Okay.

Girl #2: Is it time to close the gate?

Teacher : I dunno, the principal is holding the real time ticker. Ask him. Ah, speaking of the devil. He's arrived. 

Girl #2: Sir, is it time to close the gate?

While that girl was talking to the principal, i saw my cousin arrived at the scene with the car he drove and all his friends at the back seat. Luckily, the principal told us to check before closing the gate. So i have the chance to look for him. Apparently, the girl was also waiting for someone. I dunno who.

Girl #1: I guess nobody's coming. Let's just close the gate and get with the assembly.

Girl #2: Wait! Let's wait a lil bit while.

Girl #1: Who are you waiting for?

Me : *while those two bickering, i'll go to the palm tree to check whether he's still there or not*

Girl #2: Hey! You're not allowed to go outside of the school premise! That's is truancy!

Screwed her! I'm gonna go look for him! And by the time i've reached the palm tree, there he was. Still waiting for me.

Me : Hey...I'm..i'm sorry, the girls just struck me by surprise and i was in a daze and all...hey, do you hear me?

Him : *staring coldly* Save your excuses. You have and always will be hurting my feeling!

And POOF! just that the dream ended! I didn't get to defend myself! If it was in the court, i'll sue them for being injustice! I wake up in very unpleasant mood. WHAT'S THE MEANING OF THIS! Stop all the weird dreams! It just doesn't make any sense, then again, it's the dream who made me wonder and remember my old friends. Or maybe i got to stop reading novels~ Urghhhh...

p/s : wash your feet before going to bed!!!

something from my dream~ dunno if you can see it or not... :D

Conflict In My Life-Falling Too Deep In Love

L.O.V.E~ As i'm both human and a girl, i am too easily falling in love. I admitted it. Love is no fun and easy ride. The relationship is like a roller coaster; sometimes it goes up, and sometimes it goes down but the difficult one is when it went in spiral route.

I've met a someone. That someone happens to be a thief and a heart-breaker. He's a thief for stealing my heart and never intended to give it back! What does he does with my heart? Well, since he's a heart-breaker, he breaks my heart often too. For some reason, every time he breaks it, he mend it back. Even though there's a time he breaks it until my heart is about to become a dust, he still manage to mend it. But he never gives it back!

He's just an ordinary boy. Ordinary + plain. What's so special about him? Why does he makes my life hard when he's around and harder when he's not? Is that what love is? Get through hardship together then achieved triumph in the end?

All this random feeling of him made me realize something. Who else has known me better than he is? Who else been there when my life getting harsher? Who else made me who i am this day? Even though sometimes i hate him, i cursed at him and beat him, he still there for me. Clinging to me. I don't know how long our relationship is going to hold. But one thing for sure, if we aren't together, it doesn't mean i don't love him. I want to tell him that, but i just don't know how.

After conflict and conflict after another, we're still together. Ohh~ did you put a spell on me~ aha...Oh well, i guess you stuck with me now~ ^^