::An Outcasted Love:: -2-

As a year had passed...

I felt uncertain in my heart...

There was some feeling that I, myself cannot describe it...

It's not that I don't love him as I did in the beginning...

It's just that...the feeling began to disappear...

I try to save our relationship by making him scare of losing me...

At first, it was a great idea...

But, I went overboard...

And I made him felt uneasy with me...

I guess its my fault to begin with...

Because of that...

We both began to grow a distance to each other...

What a shame...

Its all because of my stupid move...

After he left me for the first time...

I thought there was no hope...

But I insist to get him back!

I finally realize that my life would be empty without him...

Then, he gave me a second chance...

I was so damn happy just to think that he'll always be beside me...

But, you know what??

I blew up the chance he gave me...

I made him hate me!

-to be continue-

::An Outcasted Love:: -1-

30Th May 2008...

I'll never forget that date...

Somehow it have become a very special date for me...

Someone has taught me the real meaning of love...

He has given me the opportunity to feel what love is truly about...

In the beginning I didn't felt anything about him...

He's just another ordinary boy in my class...

Nothing special...

We were in the same class for 2 years...

When in form 1, I didn't notice at him at all...

I become closely to him in form 2...

And that's when all begin...

He started to get closer to me, in so many way...

We began to be a closer friends...

Until...

In form 3 he started to show some 'feeling' towards me...

But then, I still don't notice it...

Or I just think that he'll never like someone like me before...

It's midnight...

We had chatted for hours after he came home from camp...

At first we talked about the camp...

Then slowly it leads to our feeling...

He confidently confess his feeling towards me...

He said "I've been always care for you all this time"

I wasn't sure what to respond at first...

Then, I simply said "you better not regret after this"

Since then...

My life is so colourful...

Being together with him makes my heart smile and bloom...

In some days, I just can't stop thinking about him...

Even tough he's right in front of me...

He's so cheeky whenever he's with me...

I'm so glad that I got to meet such a wonderful person like him...

-to be continue-

An End Of Chapter For A New Beginning

   My New Life...

The changing is felt trough me. Day by day had passed. Whenever I look outside my house, everything is changing. Nothing seem to be familiar to me now. Why? Maybe because I'm entering a new phase in life. Looking back when I was just a student, learning how to survive in school, that makes me feel nostalgic.

Now, I am a new person. I will learn from my mistake and never make the mistake twice. For my new chapter of life, I will never take it lightly. I will give my all. I will make my mother proud.

My last chapter was my biggest exam and graduating from school. It ended well. I have nothing regrets leaving my school. It had gave me a wonderful experience even though my school doesn't gave out a friendly environment. But, from that I had learn so much.

Furthermore, I gain such wonderful friends and some enemies. Since I started studying at Dato' Shahbandar Hussain High School, my life was so hectic! Everywhere you go you can hear someone screaming. I know it wasn't a pleasant surrounding but it was fun! If you don't believe me, try studying there. The teachers are awesome too.

I know I'm gonna miss the life as a high school student, but I must move on. The new chapter awaits me.